I’m lost
I need no advice, so don’t gimme any
I want nothing
Wanna get the hell out of this world in a moment
A moment that may last forever

I am lost
Among the words
Among the worlds
Among the questions given by my own
Among the cares I have given and wonder why they are abandoned
Among the wishes that I have to share with myself
Among the stories known by me
And shared with nobody
They may listen, they may nod, they may say something soothing
They just can’t feel it
Yes

Okay
I’m lost now
I know my way
I know my destiny that destroys my me
But I don’t wanna find it
Wanna stay lost
Escape from it all for a little while
The while that will last long

I am lost
Are people not awake, or is it me?
I wanna curse something
Wanna be selfish
Wanna be bad
Wanna be mad
See if that works me out
But I can’t
I just can’t
That is not me

THIS FEELING WON’T END HERE