Just a conversation, on truth, facts and change

ABC: You know what…
Jaka: No, you didn’t tell me ^^

ABC: Haha, stop joking around. Okay, so, I always like that song that you sang every night. It feels so different every time you sing it. I listen to it almost every day, but I like you sing.
Jaka: Well, I think probably because I… I think singing is just like a way of saying things. But instead of saying “You are lovely”, you wish to compare your lady to the moon, the stars and anything beautiful that catches your eyes. So, I will tell the same story by different melodies, pace or expression. Singing is not about showing your voice and techniques and a huge bunch of dancers around but telling the stories the way you feel.

ABC: I see. You always look at things so differently?
Jaka: I bet everybody would do just the same, isn’t it?

ABC: Haha, you are hard to talk to
Jaka: Is that why you want to talk to me every time you have some troubles? ^^

ABC: No, I mean, you’re easy-going and humorous, the monkey style. Anyway, some people told me that they love to talk to you, but they are afraid as well
Jaka: Really? Why?

ABC: Oh, let’s drink
Jaka: Cheers! For the human, kind… :D

ABC: Because you have all the answers, and they are afraid to know
Jaka: All? Err… I don’t think so, I actually hope so, but I don’t

ABC: I mean, you give good advices and explanation about anything, religions, family, friendship, future career, love. You see the reasons, and you tell people that
Jaka: I am not sure if what I have said is the truth, I just say what I see and feel. They are facts now, but they are not complete, I wonder if they can. You will always sooner or later find other facts or facets of one incident.

But it’s really funny, funny as life is. Some people asked for advices, comments, understanding, and finally they found the answers. They know why it happens and how to change it, but then, they would not take steps to change and remain where they are.

I guess, the best time to seek or to give advices is when there is an urge, or a real need to change. Then, the conversation would be ever so fruitful, for both.

I’m lost

manip
I’m lost
I need no advice, so don’t gimme any
I want nothing
Wanna get the hell out of this world in a moment
A moment that may last forever

I am lost
Among the words
Among the worlds
Among the questions given by my own
Among the cares I have given and wonder why they are abandoned
Among the wishes that I have to share with myself
Among the stories known by me
And shared with nobody
They may listen, they may nod, they may say something soothing
They just can’t feel it
Yes

Okay
I’m lost now
I know my way
I know my destiny that destroys my me
But I don’t wanna find it
Wanna stay lost
Escape from it all for a little while
The while that will last long

I am lost
Are people not awake, or is it me?
I wanna curse something
Wanna be selfish
Wanna be bad
Wanna be mad
See if that works me out
But I can’t
I just can’t
That is not me

THIS FEELING WON’T END HERE